I said no!

So the question of the day is how many times does God have to say no before the desire is out of your system.

This is the experience of some who believe (for whatever reason) that there is something about the fire of the desire that cannot be put out.  Waters cannot quench the thirst and the thirst is real.  Every effort is met with rejection; so much so that the rejection is just ignored.  No matter how hard the try, success seems an impossibility.  The hope is never to personalize relationships but for the drive to do the work that the heart knows will make that part of the world a better way than when it was found.  It’s a desire that won’t move or shift.  Is God saying, “No” - period; point blank?  Is God saying, “No” - not that one; I’ll let you know when to move; stop going ahead of me.  I got this.

When you can’t hear and you can’t figure it out; when rejection is ho hum; when no matter what you don’t quit.  How do you not lose your confidence?  How do you not believe that something in the universe has it out for you?  How do you not believe that you haven’t been blacklisted?  Why can’t the walking away just happen and release everyone from the hostage of explaining why the no is the no?

That’s all for today
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